10 Reasons Why Your Right Eye Is Twitching

10 Reasons Why Your Right Eye Is Twitching

1.         The French press of dark roast
            in a travel thermos, sweetened
            with amaretto liqueur before 10 am.

2.         The letter from the IRS kindly
            thanking in order to inform, this
            years overpayment will be
            conveniently applied to
            07, 08, 09.

3.         The tax refund you get for
            raising your baby sisters babies
            should not pay for the sins of
            the woman you thought you were
            a decade ago.

4.         This is penance.

5.         Your story is a uniform worn for
            strangers. Spring weather is too
            warm for cloaks, too bright to
            hide your shame.

6.         You can feel the fibroids
            tugging your uterus up and
            over themselves, settling into the
            warmth. But, you have not told a soul
            except your accountant, who held you
            close and prayed as you wept. She
            noticed the tremble in your voice and
            hand when she tore the check.
            She saw you.

7.         You are surrounded by laundry,
            almost constantly.

8.         You are jealous of their freedom. They
            are data points pinged from towers
            across state lines with no budget for
            gas, activities or snacks. They are text
            messages of good will, dredged in guilt.
            Relieved voice mail messages.
            Proof of life in your palm, your phone
            a grenade.

9.         You tanked another deadline. You are
            afraid that you might be as brilliant as
            you pretend. And, who will watch the
            children and ignore the laundry while
            you are away, breathing your own air?

10.       You are not supposed to write, and cry
            and drink about all of it, always. You are
            supposed to know when to say no to
            the ice cream man. Explain why there is
            no money or necessity for year books
            in elementary school. Teach the concept
            of never versus forever to children who

            are younger than your debt.  

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